im going to lose my siblings my mom my boyfriend
everyone i love
i dont know what to do
I feel like I’m the only one who would care if she killed herself and that makes me feel like dying before I have to experience it
I’m so tired of seeing my mom sad. I’m so tired of watching her get abused by all the men in her life. I want to help her so badly but I dont have enough money to do it right now. I feel like I’m at the end of my rope.
I’ve sold a ton of stuff…everything I love basically but I’m still nowhere near the $10,000 I need to get us out of this situation.
I want to scream.
I havent slept in days, Ive barley worked because I hate my uncle and I dont want to report to him for work, and I just feel sick to my stomach.
This is the closest I have ever felt to dying and I don’t know how Im going to get my family out of this rut.
My side income methods arent helping at all. The money isnt coming fast enough.
I’m going to have to force myself to get back into financial domination.
I dont want to but Its the only way.
I feel sick.
1point21 asked: I dont know how/why I unfollowed you I was concerned because I havent seen your posts in weeeeeks but Im following again! :D
yay
im glad your back :)
I love your cat by the way (in your icon)
Jodi arias is manipulative
yall realize she doesn’t really want to die right
Ive been thinking about it a lot and I have come to the conclusion that shes just trying to use reverse psychology on the American justice system so that they’ll give her life in prison instead
she thinks that if she adamantly says that she wants the death penalty, they won’t give her it
because why would we reward a criminal with what we THINK she wants right?
but the thing is, her little scheme is probably going to work
shes probably going to get life
so that makes her kind of smart
a smart sociopath
us: thats why i cant stand yo ass sometimes you stay catching an attitude for no fucking reason that dont got shit to do with me you didnt have a problem with this when i asked you about it so dont get mad now you the one being shady wtf my whole life aint about you whatever fuck it then dont…
this is exactly how arguments with me and my bf go
except we never even address them after, we’ll be fighting like all hell has broke lose then an hour later we’ll be high and on our way to get burritos and all will be good in the world
I really appreciate my followers
You guys are the best and if you ever need anything, please let me know and I will see what I can do to help
I understand what its like to struggle…especially if you are someone with a lot of pride and find it hard to ask for help when you need it
But for real
If any of you ever need help with something, I’m here
I’m supporting a lot of people right now but you guys have been so kind to me during my times of need and I really want to be able to give back in any way that I can
I believe in paying it forward, so please, if you need anything don’t hesitate to ask me
Even if I cant personally do anything, I’ll see if I can point you in the right direction
Anonymous asked: I hope youre able to get away from your uncle soon. My bfs dad is the same exact way and its horrible. Like he can get mad and it can be his fault and he will blow up on everyone in the house. You could be taking a nap and he will come in the room and cuss you out. Whenever he gets mad everyone literally hops over the wall and runs. Im terrified cause we have to tell him soon that I'm pregnant and i do not know what he will do.
Thats terrible. I wish I knew some good advice to give you, but the truth is I feel very stuck in my own situation :(. I’ll be keeping you and your unborn child in my thoughts and prayers and I really hope you keep me updated on your situation. If you ever need anyone to vent to, I’m here.
Anonymous asked: Gosh i am really praying for you. I hope from the bottom of my soul that you get through this difficult time. You and your family do not deserve this and there is a VERY special place in hell for you uncle. Ugh im so angry just reading our story. Try to stay strong, girl! <3
Thank you, I appreciate this.
chicks really be getting mad when a guy tell em they gotta pay for their own food?
I think the guy should pay on the first few dates as a sign of chivalry but once a relationship is established, it should be 50/50.